**Trigger Warning** It was Monday, January 14th. A day that I never once even considered the vs. in Jeremiah (1:5). Nor have I ever considered Psalm 139:13. However, after feeling a little strange while doing group at work only to find myself bleeding at 5 weeks 4 days pregnant, the verses became a strange reality.... Continue Reading →
Trying to Heal
There are moments in life that leave us breathless. Sometimes in a good way- where you are so excited that breathing just doesn’t occur to you. Then there are the times that aren’t good, where breathing physically hurts and can be emotionally draining. One day everything can make sense. You start out a little confused,... Continue Reading →
A Writer’s Block
Can she write a book on Libre? She doubts it as she closes the computer with frustration. Her Microsoft Office expired and instead of renewing the subscription she sits awkwardly and wallows in self-pity. She ponders life for a moment, recognizing her weirdness. She questions how she became as standoffish and quirky as she feels.... Continue Reading →
We Shared a Moment
We shared a moment. It lasted only three seconds, but we definitely made solid eye contact. My almond shaped green eyes were fixated on his crisp blue ones. My heart raced as I longed for him to react to me. Instead, he managed a steady pace in his bright red sports car. He must have... Continue Reading →
Finding Gratitude
There are thousands of things going on in my life right now. Some are negative, some positive. Through all the things that are currently happening, I can say that I am honestly grateful to have to go through them with my husband. To be able to come home every day and actually look forward to... Continue Reading →
A Mother’s Lament
I’m the mom of a sick kid. As of this year, I have become known for being the mom of a sick kid. It is often that I hear things like, “How’s your daughter doing? You know I’m praying for you both, right?” I value the thoughts and the words. But there are some things... Continue Reading →
Today’s Complaints
I know I’m not supposed to complain, so I’m trying really hard not to. Unfortunately, I don’t think that I can help it. Perhaps I just don’t want to. I’m irritable. I’m cranky. I’m in pain. I’m frustrated. There, there are all my complaints. I could probably think of some more, but I don’t want... Continue Reading →
Almost 40 and a Girl!
I was at the park with my children. My son needed practice throwing the ball. His aim is off a little, though his arm is solid. I played softball on various teams my whole life. I happen to have a pretty good arm on me and no fear of a ball regardless how fast it’s... Continue Reading →
No Pain Incident
She pulled the knife from her chest and smiled. “Was that supposed to hurt?” She asked. He stared at her, not understanding what just happened. He was startled, in shock even. He knew she was strong, but this was creepy. Besides, where did the knife come from? He was just giving her a hug, he’d... Continue Reading →