My thoughts on marriage

Okay, so I guess I’m going to be a little sappy now. Today is my husband’s birthday. Friday was our 16 year anniversary. We have just started our 20th year together as a couple. I’ve officially been with my husband longer than I’ve been without him. In that time, I’ve learned a few things. 1- […]

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Emotions all over

I feel the sheer terror in the pit of my gut. It’s a horrible feeling, one that I don’t love, but had to come to accept years ago. I can barely watch. I squint my eyes with anticipation, praying and hoping for the best. My fingernails are bitten down to the point my cuticles are […]

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Dream to Reality

Her dream was to become a writer. She would lay in bed every night, asking God to just give her that. She would make promises to him, bargaining, just to have her one dream come true. She knew the reality was slim, but she also craved this more than she craved anything else in the […]

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Past to Present Self

I sit here at my computer pondering life. It’s one of those things I have to do from time-to-time. I question myself, who I am, what I love, why I am the way I am. I often feel that I’m two people in one. Not in the clinically insane, mentally ill type of way; but […]

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New Year’s Resolution

My new year’s resolution is not to lose weight. I’m not going to start the new year off trying to eat healthy and then whine because I want a candy bar. I am not going to insist on keeping my house “spotless” when I know that I have three children running through it. I don’t want […]

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